Day 2 (Week 5ish)

Sunday night I realized that I could possibly be pregnant. I told my partner, who is very supportive and helpful, and we ran out immediately and bought a pregnancy test. I peed on the stick, and of course, two lines appeared.

My life is now 180'ed:

• No caffeine. This means that my lifeline (Diet Mountain Dew) is out of the picture. Yay! Juice after juice after Gatorade after water...JOY!
• No alcohol. This is okay, I needed to cut back anyway.
• No weed. Seriously.
• I'm not a cigarette smoker, so no worries there.
• I have to sleep at least 12 hours in order for me to be functional the next day.
• I pee a thousand times a night.
• I throw up almost everything that I eat.

Now, why so secretive? Well, I haven't been to the doctor's yet, so I want to be 100% sure that my little sesame seed exists for reals. I told my mom, and she is super stoked, which is good. That is all I really need. In order for my new found family to exist, I have to keep everything on the hush hush, which is going to be hard when my stomach is overcoming my body. Yay!

Alright. So, now to what I really want to talk about: how I feel. Right now I feel like a blob laying on my bed being of no use at all. All I want is to take a bubble bath and possibly sleep through the night without having to pee, but I know that isn't going to happen. I have class early tomorrow (all day) and it is really going to wipe me out.

I am kind of worried/concerned of what is going to happen with me and the baby-daddy, but I am sure that it will all work out. He seems to be nice enough of a guy. I'm sure he'll love our little sesame seed just as much as me. And if he doesn't, well, his loss.

I am thinking about posting belly pictures every week, so be on the look out for that...whoever you are.